Saturday, October 29, 2011

=// 26/10 Outing! \\=

Assalamualaikum ^^,
It's a calm night isn't it? 
I mean without the firecrackers popping every minute and ruin my peace -.-' 

Today has been AWESOME! (Yesterday, I mean.. because I wrote the first part and got sleepy -.-')
Haha.. not because it's Deepavali or anything because its a freakin' Holiday!
And my sis is home, so we have a complete family dayy out.

It started when my dad announce that we're going to Desaru on the 26/10..
But the car gave some unexpected problem..
So, only a few km left to reached our initial destination my dad said we have to turn around..
It was kinda a bummer since the last time I went there was when I was 10 and got my ear stud and it happened to be my birthday so Desaru really is a memorable place..

So, we U-turn and headed back to town and stop awhile for lunch..
And then we headed to Angsana mall which was like, beside my house?
We headed to the Badan bookstore which was one of the attraction there..
I mean, Malaysia aren't really filled up with bookstore and Badan seems to be one of the biggest one around.. 

And we're there for 10 minutes when my mom said she and Dad need to go to Kia Hospital (the repair shop actually, its an inside joke) to give the car a check-up..
But we, my siblings and I apart from Mus decided to stay there because the repair shop was kinda boring..

So then, we had our sibling-adventure for 3hrs and here's the result:


 I wore pretty much white-pink outfit.. It was a Korea style dress that I bought in SG for 10bucks..
So does my sister's dress.. But hers was 15bucks.. 
It was a birthday gift, actually..

Ohh.. I just love the photo below.. 
Its been a long time since we took photo together from a giant mirror in Reject shop.. haha..

It was so much fun doing thing together and since it was a birthday celebration, we went to a cake shop afterwards and guess what?? 

I found Macron! Yup, freakin' Macron..!

It didn't sell all by itself but on top of this Cappuccino Mousse and it was like rm3.90..
I didn't eat or drink Cappuccino but I bought it because its the last and only Macron there..
Ohh.. I think fate just bought me and my dear Macron together~ *sigh* 

Oh, and I also bought the new Maybelline Baby lips.. 
I saw it in the Adv. and was like.. whoa~ Must get those!
Because its freakin' nice! I meant the packaging and design..

Well.. I wanna continue watchin' Vampire Diaries and PACK my freakin' clothes because I'm goin' back KUIS 2morrow.. 


Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Special Tribute 25/10/11 ^^,

Assalamualaikum ^^,
To you especially..

My dearest sister, Sarah Sakeenah..

Well.. HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY my dearest sister!

I have so many things I wanna wish you but most importantly.. 
May Allah bless your life now and forever because we can't live in this world without His blessing.
I also want to say that now, being 15.. 
Things are not getting any easier.

You will find out that the person you trust, fail you..
The dream you build, crash in front of your eyes..
One that you love, can't possibly be by your side forever..

And at one moment of time,
Things just didn't make any sense and you feel like giving up..
Well, always know that Allah will eternally be there for you.

My years of being a 15 years old was hard.
I'm not sure of yours will be..
But always know.. 
That the more you gain, the more you lose..

Always, always obey your parents because without them, who are you?
Learn that we have to understand their action before judging them.. 
And they always know whats best for you..
So trust them..
They won't forever be here, you know?

Try to look at life at different direction..
Never question them..
But find the good in them..
I know you can..


You are very much love by everyone..
Don't ever give up and stand your ground..

And I hope you like the presents..
You can have all three dresses if you want ^^,

Love & kisses,
Your sis,

p.s: Damon is still mine.. you can have Klaus ;p

pps: This is the pix i try to send you..

Monday, October 24, 2011

Quote #2: Mistake.

Assalamualaikum ^^,

"I've made mistake in my life but I never regret any one of it"


Shop! Shopper! Shopping!

Assalamualaikum ^^,
People who I love dearly..

Since I'm still in my depress/ down mood from the room reservation thingy..
I wanna write about something that always, always distract me from my problem..
Exp. it might added more problem of its own.. 
Huu~ nevermind that.


Yup2.. the thing I think is inside my blood or something being a Singaporean child and a girl!
When I was staying in Singapore, shopping malls are like my place where I go when I'm down and feeling low.
Because its pretty easy there to go anywhere you want without transportation limit.

I found this dress online! Really want it so BADLY..

I remember when I was 14
My teacher read my diary and I wrote something about him that he didn't like and he humiliated me infront of the class by throwing my diary back at me..
I was so depressed that after school I went straight to the shopping mall and spend ALL my money on random things!
And I felt okay afterwards..

And right now..
Since I dun hav my driver license (sad, I know!) and the public transport here is not really in my best view..
I like to shop ONLINE!


The advantage of Online Shopping:

1- Gives me more time to think and browse around for cheaper and better quality without shop owner/ assistance staring at you when you're choosing something.
2- I don't have to make a drink stop after being so exhausted walking around the mall.
3- Don't have to get that judgmental look because the thing I'm buying and my appearance doesn't match.

Of course there a disadvantages too.. But you have to look at the bright side right? ;) 


Sunday, October 23, 2011

Freakishly Stupid -.-'

Assalamualaikum ^^,
May Allah Bless..

Since I changed my template and didn't put the follow button below exp. 4 the 'Tumblr-like'..
People said they already follow me but my follower number did not increase so I was like.. why?

And I've found it!

I took the code from a certain blogger and guess what? 
When people press the follow button, they didn't actually follow me..
But instead, they follow that blogger's blog instead.

I'm not sure if she purposely do that 
she already did ask me to change the ID no. but I forget..

So people..
Check it out, a Reverse Zoo.. lol.
If you're in the same situation as me.. check your ID if you have the 'tumblr-like' follow button to see if its yours or the person-you-took the HTML code from.


Saturday, October 22, 2011

Mood: Killing sum1

Assalamualaikum ^^,
May Allah Bless..
Total Randomness

Right now, I'm waiting for my roommate, or hopefully still be to reply my msg.. and you want to know why?
Because KUIS BKPM, which is the one who's incharge of handling the Hostel is being an ass. 

Oh yea!

They won't let us choose our own room and roommate..
And they stake is high if you register late, u'll end up in Apartment A.
I have nothing against the Apartment A but its creepy and its like freakin' expensive..
rm 1000++ per sem.. And I'm not really in a mood to increase my financial statement.. 

Besides, I don't want to be in room full of strangers and who-know-who and where they come from.
And if we'll get along..
Gosh, I'm really not in the mood.

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

Poetry, The art of words..

Assalamualaikum readers! ^^,
May you be in Allah's blessing..

As you might all know,
Poetry is like writing something using ambiguous words or words that is not explained directly.
It has its own aesthetic value that came differently form each writer.
Poetry is not hard to make nor is it easy..
Because sometimes you might think that you have given out the purpose but you haven't and sometimes you already did gave out the purpose but you're unaware of it and keep on telling until you confuse them.

Not everyone can write a good poem nor not anyone can understand poems well.

And, not everyone likes poem.Thats given.
For me, I was gifted with the ability to understand poem but not that deep and to write poem although I don't think its any good but atleast I did it and I'll improve later on. ^^,

  • When did I start?

I don't really remember exactly when and how but I do remember that when I was first introduced to poetry, I fell in love with it in an instant and I wrote lots and lots of it despite my grammar and spelling errors and sometimes I let people read it (oh, I'm very sensitive in letting people read my 'work') and even if I know some of them didn't understand, they still smile and ask me to keep on writing. My sister would always read what ever poems that I read and it touched me. That no matter how bad you are, or how insignificant you think it is.. It always matters to someone, whether you know it or not. 

  • Why poetry?

It's the combination of my two favorite thing.. Art + Word.

  • What kinds of Poetry?

The kind that makes people think twice? 
Haha. No. Abt life, love, hurt, etc...
But I like to write my Poetry based on my experience and based on things that I have a stand on.

  • Urm, isn't poetry for the 'Jiwangsss'?

Hmm, no.
Poetry is a way to express about something.
Though nowadays people would use Music, Movies and Blogging.
I still like express it in a form of Poetry.

  • Soo.. what did you gain from writing Poetry?

Oh, alot!
For one thing I improved on my English.
For another, as far as I get with writing poem.. There's 3 things I can agree with:

1-I know that when I write poem, I simply let my pen dance on my paper while my heart direct it. So it came sincerely, authentically from my very heart.

2- I tend to understand more on what I write, the topic and such.

3- Experience. Gaining those make me more sure on making a path.

Well, that's all I guess. Oh and I'm not ashamed of my love towards Poetry. No matter how much people make fun of it ^^,

p.s, This is a link to my.. Poetry Blog? I don't know what to call it. Haha!


Monday, October 17, 2011

Bokura Ga Ita (We were there..)

Assalamualaikum ^^,
May Allah bless..

This entry is about an anime I just finished watching few weeks ago. 
I thought on updating it before but it slips my mind countless time. Hee~

So basically, this is the synopsis of the story: 

Nanami Takahashi, a 15 year old high school student, falls in love with and begins dating the most popular guy in school, Yano Motoharu. However, their relationship is not easily maintainable. Yano's past, as well as the complex emotions they bring up, make it difficult to be completely honest about how he feels. Caught in the middle are Yuri Yamamoto, the younger sister of Yano's now dead ex-girlfriend, and Takeuchi Masafumi, Yano's best friend. Yuri's past with Yano goes deeper than one might suspect and her feelings run deeper than she portrays in public. Takeuchi cherishes Yano's friendship, but at the same time, he may lose it for someone dear to him. Nanami must search deep inside herself and find her true feelings for Yano while being able to trust and accept Yano's feelings for her as well, deciding if Yano is indeed the one for her or if someone else can provide better solace. Along the way Nanami will get tips from her love infatuated friends, Mizu and Taka. 
Well, basically the story is like a high-school romance + slice of life + shojo?
It's about this girl, Nana falling inlove with the popular guy, Yano whose ex-girlfriend died in a car accident.
Through out the episode, there's the ups and down involving Yano's bestfriend, Take and Yano's ex-gf sis, Yamamoto. 
It's really sweet and for those whose a bit chessy with the whole high-school love thingy, well.. This anime is right for you!

What's the 'catch'?

Yano, the hero of the story, strongly remind me of him.
It's not just the way he smiled but the whole annoyin', intoxicating, bi-polar attitude thingy.
And the way he won't answer a question directly..
And each time Yano react on something, I would be like.. "Okayy, that's just like him."
And you know what's worse?
It keeps on pulling me towards those memory files I so hoping I wouldn't have to remember.

You see,
Being around him was never easy for me.
Yea, he made me smile when I so wanted to be angry with him but he also made me cry when I tried my best not to.
Harsh isn't he?
But I won't blame him. 

At that moment of time,
When I was with him and those memories..
They really did happen.
I used to always smile when he sms-ed me, for no ultimate reason.
I used to fight with him thinking he's the most impossible person on earth.
I used to cry at night thinking of how he hurt me that I can't possibly think of ever breathing.

Those things happened.

And at that moment. We were there. 
Even if I denied so much about it,
It'll never be erased, maybe forgotten.

And also there's Nana's quote that I used to write in my diary like :

"He's so shameless, stuck up, irresponsible, and impossible to deal with.. but I love him a whole lot. "
(yea, except I didn't say love.. or did I? Hmm..)

And Yano's quote that makes me think:

"Someone once said that memories are just fractions of mind, when we remember; we fiddle these fractions around in what we think the right way. Therefore, memories are creations. To remember means to dream... And memories themselves are nothing more than mere illusions."
(It means that our memories, they aren't the best evidence of all. So don't relies on them too much. For all you know, it might just be your imagination.*Oh yea! I'm deep!*  )

Lastly, a quote I agree the most, by Take:

"If it's going to be a relationship of hardship and mental agony, you should put an end to it."

I can totally relate to those.
After all, we were all there before.

Well, that's all. Its like 12am now and I think of going SG 2morrow.Ja ne!


Friday, October 14, 2011

What? Macrons!

Assalamualaikum ^^,
May you be blessed by Allah..

So you might be askin'.. What? Macroni? Typo ke?
No, no.. It's not a mistake. Its actually, really Macrons.

What the heck is this Macron thing?

Well, Macron is the picture shown below. 
It's not a toy or decoration but a type of pastry/cake..
It's soo delicious and right now I was craving for some so whoever know where to find it..
Do tell.

Colorful Macrons!

It's not really common here in Malaysia and they only place I available is thru online.
Well, there's some available in KL's cafe..

Macrons was actually from French which the origin is somewhat unknown between Italy or Paris..
But the origin of me liking this Macrons is thru Cafe Life!
I know freakin' weird isn't it?

I don't remember if I tasted it or before but I think I might have not knowing its Macrons.
The taste is somewhat like Dorayaki.. 
You know, Doraemon's Dorayaki?

I guess that's all my rants for today, or right now. 
I hope I dream of some Macrons tonite..


Waiting & news to SHARE!

Assalamualaikum ^^,

I don't know why but I always get inspired after reading another person's blog.
I just read, urm, his blog and I must say, I'm quite impress with the way his life is and the way he writes.

Right before I on blogger, I had like 1001 things to write..
But when I did on it, its like I have major writer's block or something.

Vampire Diaries s3 poster..

I'm actually waiting for VD (Vampire Diaries S3E03) to upload.
You know, it took us ages to wait for the load!
I'm not sure if its the Net or the Video itself.

Actually there's some things I wanna share with you guys..

You know I'm on holiday right now, right?
As in, the semester break.
Well, quite frankly speaking..
This holiday I didn't spend time not doing anything.

I actually work for the past two weeks and yes, I received my payment too though its not much..
And I gave it to my dad to pay for my fees. I'm not telling this to brag or something but to actually make a few things clear.
1- I want to train myself giving my salary to my parents so one day I can give a huge amount that they won't have to work hard anymore.

2- My parents paying for my tuition fees actually makes my guilty conscious grow. But I know I'm not able to pay it myself so helping them even a cent, actually meant alot to them who have other things to pay and their own personal stuff to get.

3- I feel like a freakin' adult giving my salary to my parents. Haha!

That's one thing I wanna share...

Hmm, oh and I trained myself to play around with styles. Hee~
You know, I have like 100*metaphoric* clothes in my closet that I seldom wear or know about its existent because I don't know when or how to style it but now I do. Haha..
And I'm pleased with the results but I don't have pictures to share it with you guys, sorry..

I've learn new things this past weeks and I've begin writing back so..
I'll try my hardest to make that dream come true.


Monday, October 10, 2011

Contest Gadis Berpurdah by Cik Tomato

Assalamualaikum ^^,
May u b in Allah's blessing...

Well, the title stated about ‘Contest Gadis berpurdah’ / ‘Face-veil contest’ by a lovely blogger, cik tomato
Hee~ So, I was tagged by my roomate/classmate, Teha and well, it was a very interesting contest. 
You see, I always wanted to wear a veil. It’s like my secret dream or something so when I saw this contest.. I was like, ‘Why hasn’t anybody make this before?’ 

So basically, Cik Tomato is a genius. Haha.

Click Here to enter ^^

Here’s the banner for the contest. Frankly speaking, this is my first contest I entered in the blogger world. Hee~ that’s why I feel abit new to all this. I usually write to express. ^^, .

Here’s the photo for this competition:






It was taken a while back like early this year. An experimental thingy. Hee~  So, I hope I win.. well, no.. haha.. I browse around some other contestant and theirs was superb. So I humbly bid this photo in a hope to have fun since its my first time. Hee~ So If I win then tnx. ^^,

Here who I wanna tag:

Zirah *I’m not sure if teha already tagged her, but the contest said nothing about can’t tagged the same person twice so…*

That’s all. Oh, and good luck on your STPM.. May you have the best result. 


Sunday, October 9, 2011

Heyy, Don't be sad. You have Him.

May You be in Allah's Blessing ^^,

Have you ever feel like at one moment of time things just keep on pushing you and you feel like screaming?
You feel like everything is wrong and you wanted to cry?
Cry so hard like you were 2 and have your mother comforting you?
Trying your hardest to keep on smiling but fail?

Credit huurun aini jannati ^^,

Well, la tahzan.. 
Don't be sad, friend.

Sorrow is part of the emotion we human have to feel.
Sometimes we wanted so much to push it away but we can't.
We have to face it..

But dear friends, 
Facing it doesn't mean you have to swear all around, blame people, do stuff that would hurt you..
And doesn't mean when no one is paying any attention to your sorrow, you're alone..
Hitori Janaii ne..
You're not alone..

Because Allah is always there beside you.

Pray to Him and tell Him..
Tell Him how you felt..
Tell Him what's bothering you..
Tell Him because He'll comfort you more than your mom..
Because He'll listen to you like no others will..
And most of all, He'll love you no matter what mistake you've made..

So you don't have to look far or think hard on who to tell and what to do,
Because He's always near..


Saturday, October 8, 2011

Dream of mine ^^,

Assalamualaikum guys!

Well, I've always had this dream that I kept bottling in.
That is, to travel & to study abroad
But mostly to study abroad because I did the traveling before.

It's always been a dream of mine to further my studies somewhere with four seasons like UK or somewhere in Europe.
Because I wanted to experience being in other's country and feel what it's like..
to wake up and see snow covered in your pavement,
to have different religious and races classmates and learn their lifestyle,
to  have those noble prize Professors as your lecturer,
And to just experience life!

Though they are cons to this kind of dream like..
Being far away from my family.. like, I've been away from them before but just imagine.. being able to see them few times a year and to not be back for Hari Raya*Just thinking of the 'airport scene' makes my eyes watered for awhile there.* 
Religious factor.. Being in a country where your religious isn't dominating makes your bond grew tighter or lose depends on which part you choose on taking.
Homesick.. Missin' your country for some awkward reason that you feel like you missing all sorts of stuff there including the most insignificant thing.

Oh, and I've been to Australia before so it's not like I never experience living in a different country.
It's just that, imagine studying there
The University they have and since I'm taking English Language..
Imagine just who the lecturers might be.
And what program they offers you. 

Well, as they say.."Don't dream unless you have the intention to act on it." 
Well, I will.. I'll try my hardest to score and I'll pray to Allah if its the best for me.. InsyaAllah. Pray for me too, will ya? 


Friday, October 7, 2011

Oh Gosh~

Salam ^^,
Totally Random *ahah*

First, let me explain 'bout the long hiatus..
I accidentally press something and my blog design, template, etc just vanish *yea, so like me*
So I have to start from the scratch and since I'm working.. the time is the limit.
As you can see, my blog now is diff and a lot more simply then it was before and don't ask where the side bar went.. I just gave up on it..
I'll update more later.. 
Right now.. I have to iron my clothes and prepare 4 2morrow.


Saturday, October 1, 2011

In the kitchen with yours Truly ;)

Assalamualaikum ^^, (new bunny-ear emoticon invented!)

This is what happened when you let Maryam in the Kitchen.
Even if there's not much things to be cooked.
Okayy, so we restart back from the beginning.

Last night Mom was down with a cold. So I was left in-charge of dinner.
Mom knows there's not much in the fridge and so does dad.
Because Mom were so busy this week that she didn't have time to buy the weekly groceries.
Home delivery was the first suggestion but no one wants to call Pizza hut, KFC or Dominos and the menu has nothing interesting on plus it was already quiet late.

So dad said, 'Masak je pape..'
And I was like.. "okay"
Mom asked to cook something simple with eggs and prata that we had.
But I didn't always follow what I was told.
So I scan around the almost empty fridge and cupboard and an Idea came.

I made a meat scramble eggs using the 2 patties and a lil mincemeat (daging cincang) left.
A mushroom soup that I found hidden in the cupboard that who-knows-since-when.
5 piece of prata in the freezer that I sliced into two.
And some fries that I topped it up with cheese.

The half-eaten cheese fries. I know, the fries seems diff.
That's it. All from leftover of last month stuff that I combine to make a complete dinner. Sorta.

Oh and Dad said I was 'impossible', to be able to create dinner when nothing is left. *He always has faith in me*
Well I say, I just like to mix and match.
With food, with words, with color.. Anything.
After all, I live with "Anything but Ordinary"

Oh and here's something to share:
This is the diff. of a graded and non-graded eggs.. hee~